Consuming the Consumer!

It may sound strange to some but I can be a materialistic person meaning I do enjoy and I am grateful for nice things, yet not down with all the pressure and consumer hype of having to feel the deep need and addiction to go crazy shopping for Christmas. I enjoy all the wonderful decorations, family get together, Christmas lights, holiday cheer, and Christmas food. And I also enjoy receiving gifts and giving some. But the whole spirit of Christmas gets lost for Me when I hear stories on the news how people were stampeded upon like cattle rushing in to graze on their last meals during this past Black Friday. How this older man was actually having a heart attack on the floor and people just walked right over him and he died because he was ignored. I know Black Friday was a little while ago, but what made Me bring this up was a documentary I watched today on the Sundance Channel. This channel is cool because they show the best documentary films and indie films that were chosen at places like the Cannes Film Festivals. The documentary is called "What would Jesus buy". 


Reverend Billy and the Church of Stop Shopping Gospel Choir on a cross-country mission to save Christmas from the Shopocalypse (the end of humankind from consumerism, over-consumption and the fires of eternal debt.) Check out his trailer below on you tube :

I watched this documentary with complete fascination and total belief. Although I am not a religious person and not a church goer, I do agree with Reverend Billy and his crusade. Click the following link for more of his videos:


More Reverend Billy Videos



Although I am a Dominatrix lifestyle and professional and most Domme are about give Me, give Me, give Me, like I said I like the give Me too. But I just don't agree with how this time of the year some people become so desperate, dangerous, depressed, suicidal, lonely and too expectant. When I was much younger, I like most kids had high expectations to receive gifts because I thought Christmas was about giving thanks to the Creator, giving gifts for children and not all the consuming. Now as I have gotten older and wiser I must say it's has grown to be pretty sad and not all the same joy as before. It's been done to death and you can only spend so much without it becoming an annoying pressure to make sure you shop till you drop, run out of money or in debt. 


I also would sometimes get annoyed as a child when I would see some adults get an attitude and not even speak to someone because they did not receive a gift from them. Like I said, I thought Christmas was about the Creator and the kids, the spirit of the holidays etc... so when the adults would get an attitude and argue about not getting their expectant gifts, I started to view the ideas of Christmas with a whole different light. 


I am not a bah humbug scrooge by far, I still enjoy everything that I love about Christmas that I mentioned in the first paragraph above. It's just when you really "see", not just "look" at Reverend Billy's videos you will get My true meaning. 


I am a appreciative person and don't take My life, living, experiences, wisdom and beliefs
for granted. I also have a very strong personal connection and love for the Creator and all that I am allowed to "borrow" while I am here on earth. There is nothing wrong with moderation especially when you can truly love to appreciate it and all it can teach you. 
Christmas has turned into this beast that stalks people every year and it's sad. But I still find the beauty in it that is still not quite lost. Thank God for that!


From the lines of the famous movie called "The Grinch who stole Christmas":


"It came without ribbons! It came without tags! It came without packages, boxes and bags!"


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Be safe, and really cherish what is most important!


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Trample High Heels & Pretty Toes clip....

I have My video clips back on youtube ... here is one of the trailer clips. Just a taste of what you will see in My new members area of My web site that I am working. High heels and My pretty feet trampling,
stomping on helpless cocks and balls, but in this clip you don't get to see Me actually stomp his cock.
You will have to see the whole clip in My members area for that.

The action will get very heavy in some of My videos where I will mash cock and balls and make
smashed potatoes out of them with bare feet, heels and boots... stay tuned!

This is who I worship the Queen of fierceness GRACE JONES!!!!

For all of you who don't know who is in this video... it's  GRACE JONES. This woman epitomizes fabulousness beauty creativity power seduction bizarre untouchable bad ass ness. In the 1980's She was the most amazing performer artist and singer known around the world. When I lived in NYC I had the pleasure of meeting Her in Manhattan at a club called Limelight. She was performing that evening. I worked at the Limelight at the time as a fetish performance artist and club host. Her and I must be kindred spirits for our similarity for originality, style and fabulousness. Also we were wearing almost the same outfit that evening. A very tight fitting black stretch material body suit that had a very big hood connected to it, short fingerless lace gloves and black shades our face. Only difference was Her body suit was long leggings and Mines was shorts. I place this video in My blog paying homage to all Her glory. Go to www.youtube.com and type in her name to view more of Her videos.

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Just uploaded 3 new clips on you tube...

I just loaded 3 new teaser video clips on www.youtube.com  Now I know that I am taking a chance being that someone flagged Me on youtube before and all My videos were removed. I am trying this again because you can't hold a strong and determined woman down. Plus they are some very hot videos and should be seen in all it's glory. So here are My clips... there will be more teaser clips coming soon. Go to youtube.com and subscribe to My videos......  My clips4sale store is coming soon for you to purchase My erotic clips in their full footage, will keep you posted......Njoy!

Youtube has removed My video clips!!

Okay..youtube has just removed My video account stating that I have been flagged 3 times because My videos were going against their compliance policy. They allow the public to determine whether a video is acceptable to them or not. Youtube does not question these people they just flag your videos and if you are flagged then you are taken off ... being flagged 3 times in a 6 month period, you are gone! What I find ridiculous is that I have seen over the years much more sexually explicit or even violent video footage on there that was and is way more scandalous than Mine. And these videos remain on there for years without being flagged.




After My first flag I thought, ok that should be the only 2 video clips of Mine flagged even though when it did happen I was like, now what is so wrong about it? I left it alone and left My video clips on there and did not bother to remove the rest of them. Then time goes by and 2 more are flagged. I sent youtube a few e-mails about this and also join a group on youtube that allows members to voice out there issues within the site etc...A reply I received from one of the other youtube group members was, My video clips border lined porn!! I thought this person must live under a rock or somewhere that mind of his is limited to knowing the difference. We were both clothed and the clips were mild. A little more time goes by and now I have been flagged with My last clip and good-bye..
I, of course don't know who felt so incline to not have anything better else to do but to have My video clips flagged. Considering like I said the kind of footage that is on there "worse" than Mine. My video clips were sexy stocking videos, My cute chocolate sub lexi and I in latex, Me basically seducing her but as I said tastefully....What also sucks about it is that I had a nice collection of subscribers that were on youtube and now they are down the drain along with My account. Could of should of would of gotten all of their names and contact info if I knew this was coming so soon. Anyway, initially I was more annoyed by this but now it is what it is so move on!
And if any body reading this seen My video clips before, they will know that My style is classy, professional, erotic, kinky and seductively tasteful for youtube. I had My videos under the over 18 section. Anyway, this was on My mind and thought you should know just in case someone went to youtube and wondered what happened to My clips. I am working on a new venue site to host My clips, so stay tuned!!